Change The Colours of the Sky

Monday, February 1, 2010

wow, today is my first day that i cried in tp
well, actually ... dun have e intention to cry de but e surrounding people keep consoling me ....
this make me feel that i did damn bad for my impromptu speech..
i can't finish my speech outline within the 5 min..
after i have explain my 1st reason, i totally blank out
i forgotten wat i wanna to say for my second reason...
after tt, all the rubbish come out from my mouth...
especially while i was looking at vanessa...
i dunno how to structure my sentence....
she make me feel stress .. maybe is because her english damn good , damn power...
dun believe , take a look at her blog...
i straight away "collapse" while i finish my speech...
can't calm myself down..
in the end , i cried...