Change The Colours of the Sky

Friday, October 9, 2009

why so many unlucky stuff like to happen on me...
i really veri tired/exhausted.... i have no energy to carry with all these stupid stuff...
i hate them...i hate her...
maybe i shouldn't pushed all the blame to them ... i hate myself.....
blame myself for being so careless, clumsy? all these con characteristic??? money is hard to earn but i like to spend? spend to make myself happy??...everybdy have their route... n all of us will face all different situation... it is a matter of now or later... just like wat ppl said.... qian ku hou tian, qian tian hou ku...if u can choose, wat will u choose? to me, definitely is qian ku hou tian.... but we are just human... we cannot choose which 1 ... we can't predict wat will happen next... maybe is happy or sad??? all these is beyond our control...............

DUN COME N ASK ME WAT HAPPENED.....

who can lend me their shouder ? who can be there for me?? i really hope i have 1.... just need a lovely 1.......